I'm sorry.
I won't retract my words because they remain valid of themselves but I will atone for them because they are not how I want this to end and not how I feel any more.
You will be missed, of course you will. I have known you for longer, and we have shared more of each other between ourselves, but it is because of this I feel I gain license to say such things as those I now no longer want to stand by.
I know you are on my side though. When the tables finally turned last night, you were on my side when I had not been on yours. And for this, I love you.